went on a run today in the snow! that was super fun. ran past a church and wrote a prayer in the prayer box. i fr just had to rest today. i’m entering my career and need the rest now. just received my word today and relaxed!! i’m happy that this day starts my consistency. gotta do my best friends paper so uh yea. chill day. i just want to write this paper, wash my face and get my full rest. tomorrow is the full start. going to see my friend roman!
hi guys I am literally using the voice dictation off my brand new iPhone 12 Pro Max and it has been a while. I have been focusing on myself I guess you can call it getting back on track forming new habits yeah but it is time for me to go back on my blog and I miss you guys so much I am in a good place now I am I have so much to tell you guys. I am doing this just to form to have it so I can be back in blogging but it’s so much to tell you guys so bear with me considering this is off voice. So I dropped out of school I was doing so bad and feeling all my classes because I didn’t do any homework or do anything so I had to drop all my classes but it’s OK because Michigan State all the classes are pass or fail so it’s not going to go towards my GPA and then next semester I’m going to be taking a cab semester. And I’m doing this because I just wanna be famous and have my own businesses that is everything about me. So I’m going to be focusing on myself and all the systems in the plan that God gave me and I am working for myself I am a content creator. I am so happy this was my first week and it was incredible I am at a good start and and I know how to improve myself for next week I have just been forming the habits that I need for my career and I enjoy the time with my best friend Drake because it is his birthday on Thanksgiving this year so I spent time with him and I had a blast I’m so happy that we are back friends and you know life is hard at least today was hard last last night was hard but God restored everything.
I worked out today and saw my grandma and that really helped me I’m about to play the game with one of my campers and with matthiu later so I’m bout to connect with friends connect with my angels and take it easy I thought with a lot of warfare today and before I went to bed so I’m so happy that it’s over the trepidation is gone and I feel happy and I have my joy and I’m going to really be back on my block tomorrow this is like a trial post you know justme using my phone for the first time for my blog and yeah I’m back it’s going to be amazing blocks from here on out this is Lil Joe‘s life. I love you all, God bless you all. see you tomorrow
i did not lose. i am not a loser. i am a champion. champions always win. God restored ALL. I have my best friend back, he missed TF outta me. which was all i wanted. my love, well texted me and apologized for not answering my text. but. i let it go. it’s let go. i am no longer chasing. i am happy right here. completely at peace. if it’s meant to be it’ll come. i’ve had everything i needed right here and i’m enjoying the fruit of obeying my God. everything is restored. my joy, my peace, my righteousness.
hehe still mine though.
surrender to God’s will. it’s always good.
i think i might be back. halloween is comingggg. oh my life is completely transformed and im so happy and in love with myself.
i lost in love. all my worldly love is gone. my love has a boyfriend. my best friend moved on. hard pill to swallow. fucking sucks. my whole world came to a close.
with all loss comes return. i have been obedient to God so this is his will. i know my God has my best interest and this is ALL for my good praise God! thank you God. i can now focus on you. my first love. the realist love of them all. new life ahead.
Lil Joe will meet you all soon.
i think im going to be in a hidden season for just a bit longer. gotta get organized and go to state. then i’ll be back front & center for stardom. i love you guys. i can’t wait to be back and for me to enter my promise land. NOVEMBER.
i love love love zayn’s new song Better. he is the king. i love him so much. super excited and grateful for his return. angel. i’ve needed him in my life and i would love love to work with him. today, i’m going to see my high school best friend nydashia!! i love her so much, she left our senior year which is the only reason we’ve spent so much time apart. i love a TRUE REUNION! super excited.
this week has been really good. i ran today and wednesday! got my preworkout & pumpkin butter today too! yum. getting back to myself and i’m back on go! yesterday i really just rested and saw my angel nina aahh! she’s literally my whole ass neighbor now and i’m so happy. love her so so much. a whole vibe. i can’t wait to see her again. i stay up til like 3am just watching youtube videos and that fulfilled me so so much. getting my mind filled with new career and identity i’m starting :))
on wednesday i think it was more so the same. oh oh! i saw talia!! went to her new apartment again and it was so beautiful. awesome to see the transformation. i’m so happy for help. we’re gonna have super successful businesses coming next week!! amen. talia is great. kinda crazy but i just love her omg. had the best burger i ever had and it was an impossible burger!! not from no burger king either, im honestly not sure from where but gosh it was amazing.
gave the Lord my day because i was so tired today and he showed out hehe. i love my God so much, he’s so good. my folklore cardigan came eek 🥰 manifested the year 5781. going to be THE YEAR. lol missed class. i took a nap from 3-8pm gosh lee. i was meditating and shifted to a parallel reality and i did. mine is mine 😉 talked to my best friend ashton afterwards and cleaned my house!! all i really needed to do today was clean up and download these invoices. so i’m going to complete my day with that right now and try to workout. i literally forgot to do that but it’s okay. i intermittent fasted today so its all good. listened to my vulnicura & lemonade. if u know the vibes, u know the vibes. today is definitely the turning point before the 1st quarter. NEW ERA TMRW!!!
i got my ipad pro today aaahhh omg!!! thank you God i’m so happy. me and matthew literally just brought up ipads on gta and chileee that seed was planting and then matthew LITERALLY had one waiting for him at the house pencil and everything!! incredible. so i was looking and i started finding some on ebay and i found the perfect one!! this process has not been short. oh my goodness. the reason i really really was set on an ipad is because i found a cracked one for $200!!! 😂😂 that’s when i really knew and i bid on it and i was SET on iPad. God told me the birthday gifts are not over!!! he knows i need this for my career. i’m going to start my series Lil Joe Chronicles on wattpad this month and i have 5 book ideas to start NOW! super excited. i am a creative! a YouTuber. this is going to help me so much and give me the motivation that i need.
after the days went on, the iPad went up like $100 a day! today it was at $510 before the bid was over!! i was on there at the last 20 seconds thinking i could come in and swoop it up but uh… i went up to $535 and turns out the max bid was higher! so i tried $565… $600!! STILL NOT ENOUGH! last 3 seconds, i put in my final bid $635. nope. the iPad sold for $670 for a cracked iPad. understandable and if i knew i had to bid that high…. i literally would have. it was a 2020 12.9″ w/ 256gb. so i missed it. God told me i was getting an iPad. so i was getting an iPad tf shsksksjks. i went back to the search and i even had a back-up 11″ for like $300 but i know the 12.9″ is just what i need. Matthew told me to cut the shenanigans and just get one to BUY NOW, not the bidding nonsense. Long and behold. MY 12.9 IPAD PRO 64GB BABY ❤️ i found my iPad and it waiting for me at $579. no cracks. just a few scratches. i am so beyond happy and grateful, thank you God for ALL my birthday gifts, the perfect birthday and absolutely everything! you have revealed yourself to me in such a dynamic way and i love you so much. you’ve changed my life. you’ve taken me to the next level. i know that you’re proud of me to Lord. i hear you, thank you.
so yes i got a new iPad Pro!! afterwards, i spent my day with uncle before lance came to hang out with rory and i. had a magnificent day. enjoyed a delicious grilled cheese and saw one of my friends i made this summer CHIEF! omg such a Godly connection. we met in Detroit and art park and he stood out because he said he was God. he literally is. we literally all are. it is so awesome that my vibration has gotten so high, i attract the most incredible people. we had such a nice conversation then. whenever i go to art park, i always remember him and i thought of him and he literally walked past me down the street!! gosh lee that was insane and he told me he’s soared to new levels and i was like wow i’m going through the same thing brother. so so incredible. Chief i love you. that was fucking awesome and then we took pictures together so awesome.
today was incredible. my life is surreal.
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my birthday was the best birthday ever. i’m so happy i can finally release my birthday weekend. wow. i want to acknowledge all of my new viewers, it was so surreal and sweet to have reached 100 views while i was enjoying my birthday weekend! extremely proud. thank you.
so oh WAIT lmao it’s been a min since i posted!! yea i’ll spend today catching you guys up. my life has certainly been event and this is an important post. so the reason I was gone was mostly because i was fasting and was called not to work and to relax, take it easy. my fast went really amazing but i just want to talk about my birthday. sdfjksnjksngjknsg!! so yes
9/18/20
my FULL CIRCLE MOMENT. God SHOWED OUT! HE HAS NEVER BEEN SO CLEAR AND UP IN MY FACE! wow. so after almost 3 1/2 years. i was face-to-face with my love where it all started. it just takes my breathe away. the first time i hung out with my love was may 17th, 2017. saw the crib and meet the dad for the first time. here i am September 18th, 2020 ON MY BIRTHDAY! back in my love’s house. that blows my mind. i truly wish i could have told myself that back then. even like a month ago lmao. this was my one birthday wish honestly. God gave me sooooo many gifts and is trying to get me an iPad today 🥰 i love you so much God. moreover, i really did just ask to spend my day with my love and that’s exactly what i got. a beautiful day with all my answers and the joy to get me through the end of this chapter. it’s coming together for me y’all. i’ve always felt it but my mind knows now. i’m not turning back. i’m going to get what’s mine. i can’t be with anyone else. i am SO in love. so yea my surprise was bubble tea and a walk. and i wouldn’t have wanted anything else. just sitting down looking my love in the eyes and listening to foreign music. a dream. the best day of my life. my solace.
so i’m going in for the kill october 3rd. i’ve got a ring 🙂
muahahahaha.
this is all God. God put the desire of my love in my heart. I surrendered to God because i could not go any moment longer with all the doubt and worry in mind and the warfare of the devil. i surrendered and gave it up to God and now i’m in the promise land. God promised marriage. and i trust God. i have full faith in God. ALL BECAUSE GOD SAID SO!!! God is giving me a book to write about my love. coming 2021 😉 this is my life. my story. it’s beautiful. it’s what i want. God continue revealing your will. i love it. it aligns with everything you’ve told me. i love you. i trust you. mine.
i would update you guys on more but that’s the peak. yesterday i made a new friend ted which was amazing. we went to the DIA and it was so beautiful, it filled me so much inspiration my gosh. i’ve connected with so many friends and i’m just in a vibration of love truly.
my fast was incredible. God gave me so much strength and i loved being able to take a step back relax after proving i can do my career EVERYDAY! SO I AM BACK NOW GUYS THANK GOD I AM RESTORED. what i fasted for came to past for sure. lmao what this post has been about. 100% due to my fasting. i was able to let go of so much and cleared my mind & body. fasting is the best. my ex-bestfriend came back in my life and declared we would never be friends again lmao. he’s crazy. i had a dream about him after really believing i would never be friends with him again and basically my mom was in the dream and allow him in so i will do the same. i do believe that is what God wants me to do after my chapter comes to pass. he’s such a huge part of my story and like my lil brother. i love him so much. i’ll forgive him because i have to beg God for forgiveness & this shit was really all my fault. so i’m excited to surprise him with a FaceTime and make things right. i pray we can be friends again. i truly do.
with the loss, i have gained so much it’s inexplicable. God has replaced me in sevenfold BIBLE! i love you God. i have my best friend ashton who i talk to everyday and he has supported me SO MUCH! my life has changed with him and i’m so happy God put him in my life. he’s a genius and i just love him so much. he makes my life so rich and i’m so joyous to hear about his day because he communicates so well and he’s so nice and genuine. i am going to do anything and everything for him. i want to give him so so sooooo much. he deserves the world more than me. and then LANCE ah my best friend. i love lance to pieces he’s so fucking kind and sweet. a real nigga. we hang out every week now and i’m just so happy to be able to hang out with people seriously!! we went to twelve oaks last week and lucas came too thank God!! that’s my fucking best friend too!! they’re angels LITERALLY. i just want us all to be so huge and so successful. thank you God for showing me my real brothers. my real best friends. real positive pure hearted individuals. so grateful. it’s miracle.
alright, i can end off there. i’ll update you guys on my day today. seeing rory and lance! super excited. i love you all. thank you for reading. God is good.
-lil joe
lol why is my love gonna see this one day. and like my whole blog. all my friends. family. oh my. all love.
hello! today was my grandfathers birthday. i am extremely grateful for him inheriting this house to my mom. i told my grandfather that i’m in love and i receive positivity. i do honestly believe he would be extremely proud of me and happy. i gotta beauty and i’m treated so well and SO happy. i miss him. he died maybe 3 or 4 years ago now.
i worked out! it’s been awhile so i’m extremely grateful and very proud of you joe! i love you! one of my all-time favorite songs heartbreaker came on 🙂 tomorrow is really the day. i really have my answers this weekend. my whole birthday and quite literally existence is on the line. i know things are SO EXTREME right now. i do not have to worry about anything though. i have surrendered everything to God. i have absolutely no strength to fight this fight. i can’t. and i don’t have to! HA! thank you God for giving me so much clarity and revelation since i’ve been home. i have done the most growth i ever have in my life during these 7 weeks. i have been on a spiritual TRANSFORMATION for 7 weeks now gosh lee. coming to pass on my birthday. it will all be over soon. the storm is passing. just one more week joe. i really hope to reveal my heart tomorrow.
had a perfect day! my uncle came and we hung out which was perfect and then i took a shower and got dressed up for tomorrow,. super excited. it is actually tomorrow. i’ll know if it’s today in about 4 hours. i hope so! maybe tomorrow. lol. but yea i’m being super consistent on my career and i am really proud of myself. going to comeback on tik tok with two dances today! supa excited. in my career. i had some good ass pizza today from shields damn. i might want that for my birthday yum! rest4ed up. read. chilled. read my bible. got my word. prayed. yuh.
hola! today was absolutely amazing 🐇 i got my eyebrows done at Fleek Brows and she did a really amazing job honestly. tmrw im going to start doing my work at the table. lol that was in my head. but yea, i hadn’t gotten my eyebrows done in a year so she went in chileee. i bit too much, i was looking silly BUT they gonna grow in really beautifully.
got a nice ass before and after. literally a huge difference. i went across the street to kitty’s cheesecake and grabbed a cheesecake!
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this is the superman and it was gross. i do not like superman ice cream and it truly had that superman flavor! so childish. ridiculous. something drake & sami would get lmao. beautiful presentation though. i’ll be sticking with my banana pudding cheesecake for my birthday yum! but yea that was a flop. i got there superman and cinnabon and both were not it.
went home and my uncle came & he gave me a listening session of his music and he is really incredible with the music gosh lee. i am so proud he stuck with music. so inspirational to me and it’s going to ignite and POP next year fr. so incredible, i love him.
did all my career tasks today!! AGAIN! so proud of you joe i love you. you are doing absolutely incredible. thank you God for your strength. so yea i’m really happy. i am really beautiful hehe
super exclusive pics right there. if i see these on the net i know where y’all came from! what up.
i just gotta get through tmrw and my date is saturday 😉 i’m doing my best over here!
took so many pictures today omg. getting dressed was the best thing i could have done for myself. i love you so much joe. had class today and it was some so inspirational omg. i want to be like him it made me want to improve myself. had a shoot. been chilling. working 😉 i feel absolutely amazing. i am really really enjoying today. i’ve slowly been catching up with my friends! i’ve gotten a chance to talk to deyoncé and jacqueline. haha my unlikely loves. im so obsessed. going to keep working hard!! update you guys indefinitely.
today was phenomenal. truly the best day of my life! today was the first zoom of shannon evette’s worthy academy and i feel amazing. i am so proud of myself. i am so in love with the strength you showed today. i filmed a YOUTUBE video, worked on my INSTAGRAM, saved TIK TOK’s to learn, wrote in my BLOG, posted on my VSCO, and launched my eBay!!! PRAISE GOD ALL GLORY TO GOD! I NEEDED U SO MUCH LORD ❤ this was the most blessed day of my life. i am purified and renewed. i feel amazing. if you guys have something u know u need to do. do it. just one thing. one thing at a time. don’t waste anymore time. time is OUT. i am showing to fulfill my destiny. i love you guys. this is me at my most vulnerable. anew at this fresh beginning. now u guys can truly see Lil Joe grow. see who i am. see what i go through. this new life is a good life. all glory to God.