lost

i lost in love. all my worldly love is gone. my love has a boyfriend. my best friend moved on. hard pill to swallow. fucking sucks. my whole world came to a close.

with all loss comes return. i have been obedient to God so this is his will. i know my God has my best interest and this is ALL for my good praise God! thank you God. i can now focus on you. my first love. the realist love of them all. new life ahead.

Lil Joe will meet you all soon.

i think im going to be in a hidden season for just a bit longer. gotta get organized and go to state. then i’ll be back front & center for stardom. i love you guys. i can’t wait to be back and for me to enter my promise land. NOVEMBER.

ha my 50th post. God is amazing.