i lost in love. all my worldly love is gone. my love has a boyfriend. my best friend moved on. hard pill to swallow. fucking sucks. my whole world came to a close. with all loss comes return. i have been obedient to God so this is his will. i know my God has myContinue reading “lost”
Category Archives: 2020
into the fall
9/25/20 i love love love zayn’s new song Better. he is the king. i love him so much. super excited and grateful for his return. angel. i’ve needed him in my life and i would love love to work with him. today, i’m going to see my high school best friend nydashia!! i love herContinue reading “into the fall”
season change
9/22/20 gave the Lord my day because i was so tired today and he showed out hehe. i love my God so much, he’s so good. my folklore cardigan came eek 🥰 manifested the year 5781. going to be THE YEAR. lol missed class. i took a nap from 3-8pm gosh lee. i was meditatingContinue reading “season change”
i’m 20 now
9/21/2020 today i got my ipad pro today aaahhh omg!!! thank you God i’m so happy. me and matthew literally just brought up ipads on gta and chileee that seed was planting and then matthew LITERALLY had one waiting for him at the house pencil and everything!! incredible. so i was looking and i startedContinue reading “i’m 20 now”
rising radiant
9/11/20 hello! today was my grandfathers birthday. i am extremely grateful for him inheriting this house to my mom. i told my grandfather that i’m in love and i receive positivity. i do honestly believe he would be extremely proud of me and happy. i gotta beauty and i’m treated so well and SO happy.Continue reading “rising radiant”
new brows
9/10/20 hola! today was absolutely amazing 🐇 i got my eyebrows done at Fleek Brows and she did a really amazing job honestly. tmrw im going to start doing my work at the table. lol that was in my head. but yea, i hadn’t gotten my eyebrows done in a year so she went inContinue reading “new brows”
deeply loving
9/9/20 took so many pictures today omg. getting dressed was the best thing i could have done for myself. i love you so much joe. had class today and it was some so inspirational omg. i want to be like him it made me want to improve myself. had a shoot. been chilling. working 😉Continue reading “deeply loving”
no more turning back
9/8/20 i have come into my own. here i am. i am showing up and i am present. shalom. my weekend was okay. i was waiting for my love but my surprise date got postponed to this weekend :)) i told the love of my life to surprise me with what we do next, onceContinue reading “no more turning back”
towards completion
9/4/20 SEPTEMBER! my favorite month! my birthday coming up quick. i was suppose to fast today but God told me i could get so i had fried cauliflower, ice cream, Arizona, chicken mhmmm had a perfect light balanced meal thank you God. my new apple watch band came and i love it ah! today iContinue reading “towards completion”
lance’s photoshoot
8/21/20 had a super fun photoshoot with lance today! MY NEW WALLET CAME!! i’m literally obsessed. filmed an unboxing and yuh. went to andiamo’s for dinner and gosh lee the best pasta i’ve had in my life. so good. thick homemade noodles, nice and firm. thick sauce. the best kind. super happy i love myContinue reading “lance’s photoshoot”
