9/21/2020
today
i got my ipad pro today aaahhh omg!!! thank you God i’m so happy. me and matthew literally just brought up ipads on gta and chileee that seed was planting and then matthew LITERALLY had one waiting for him at the house pencil and everything!! incredible. so i was looking and i started finding some on ebay and i found the perfect one!! this process has not been short. oh my goodness. the reason i really really was set on an ipad is because i found a cracked one for $200!!! 😂😂 that’s when i really knew and i bid on it and i was SET on iPad. God told me the birthday gifts are not over!!! he knows i need this for my career. i’m going to start my series Lil Joe Chronicles on wattpad this month and i have 5 book ideas to start NOW! super excited. i am a creative! a YouTuber. this is going to help me so much and give me the motivation that i need.
after the days went on, the iPad went up like $100 a day! today it was at $510 before the bid was over!! i was on there at the last 20 seconds thinking i could come in and swoop it up but uh… i went up to $535 and turns out the max bid was higher! so i tried $565… $600!! STILL NOT ENOUGH! last 3 seconds, i put in my final bid $635. nope. the iPad sold for $670 for a cracked iPad. understandable and if i knew i had to bid that high…. i literally would have. it was a 2020 12.9″ w/ 256gb. so i missed it. God told me i was getting an iPad. so i was getting an iPad tf shsksksjks. i went back to the search and i even had a back-up 11″ for like $300 but i know the 12.9″ is just what i need. Matthew told me to cut the shenanigans and just get one to BUY NOW, not the bidding nonsense. Long and behold. MY 12.9 IPAD PRO 64GB BABY ❤️ i found my iPad and it waiting for me at $579. no cracks. just a few scratches. i am so beyond happy and grateful, thank you God for ALL my birthday gifts, the perfect birthday and absolutely everything! you have revealed yourself to me in such a dynamic way and i love you so much. you’ve changed my life. you’ve taken me to the next level. i know that you’re proud of me to Lord. i hear you, thank you.
so yes i got a new iPad Pro!! afterwards, i spent my day with uncle before lance came to hang out with rory and i. had a magnificent day. enjoyed a delicious grilled cheese and saw one of my friends i made this summer CHIEF! omg such a Godly connection. we met in Detroit and art park and he stood out because he said he was God. he literally is. we literally all are. it is so awesome that my vibration has gotten so high, i attract the most incredible people. we had such a nice conversation then. whenever i go to art park, i always remember him and i thought of him and he literally walked past me down the street!! gosh lee that was insane and he told me he’s soared to new levels and i was like wow i’m going through the same thing brother. so so incredible. Chief i love you. that was fucking awesome and then we took pictures together so awesome.
today was incredible. my life is surreal.
recap
my birthday was the best birthday ever. i’m so happy i can finally release my birthday weekend. wow. i want to acknowledge all of my new viewers, it was so surreal and sweet to have reached 100 views while i was enjoying my birthday weekend! extremely proud. thank you.
so oh WAIT lmao it’s been a min since i posted!! yea i’ll spend today catching you guys up. my life has certainly been event and this is an important post. so the reason I was gone was mostly because i was fasting and was called not to work and to relax, take it easy. my fast went really amazing but i just want to talk about my birthday. sdfjksnjksngjknsg!! so yes
9/18/20
my FULL CIRCLE MOMENT. God SHOWED OUT! HE HAS NEVER BEEN SO CLEAR AND UP IN MY FACE! wow. so after almost 3 1/2 years. i was face-to-face with my love where it all started. it just takes my breathe away. the first time i hung out with my love was may 17th, 2017. saw the crib and meet the dad for the first time. here i am September 18th, 2020 ON MY BIRTHDAY! back in my love’s house. that blows my mind. i truly wish i could have told myself that back then. even like a month ago lmao. this was my one birthday wish honestly. God gave me sooooo many gifts and is trying to get me an iPad today 🥰 i love you so much God. moreover, i really did just ask to spend my day with my love and that’s exactly what i got. a beautiful day with all my answers and the joy to get me through the end of this chapter. it’s coming together for me y’all. i’ve always felt it but my mind knows now. i’m not turning back. i’m going to get what’s mine. i can’t be with anyone else. i am SO in love. so yea my surprise was bubble tea and a walk. and i wouldn’t have wanted anything else. just sitting down looking my love in the eyes and listening to foreign music. a dream. the best day of my life. my solace.
so i’m going in for the kill october 3rd. i’ve got a ring 🙂
muahahahaha.
this is all God. God put the desire of my love in my heart. I surrendered to God because i could not go any moment longer with all the doubt and worry in mind and the warfare of the devil. i surrendered and gave it up to God and now i’m in the promise land. God promised marriage. and i trust God. i have full faith in God. ALL BECAUSE GOD SAID SO!!! God is giving me a book to write about my love. coming 2021 😉 this is my life. my story. it’s beautiful. it’s what i want. God continue revealing your will. i love it. it aligns with everything you’ve told me. i love you. i trust you. mine.
i would update you guys on more but that’s the peak. yesterday i made a new friend ted which was amazing. we went to the DIA and it was so beautiful, it filled me so much inspiration my gosh. i’ve connected with so many friends and i’m just in a vibration of love truly.
my fast was incredible. God gave me so much strength and i loved being able to take a step back relax after proving i can do my career EVERYDAY! SO I AM BACK NOW GUYS THANK GOD I AM RESTORED. what i fasted for came to past for sure. lmao what this post has been about. 100% due to my fasting. i was able to let go of so much and cleared my mind & body. fasting is the best. my ex-bestfriend came back in my life and declared we would never be friends again lmao. he’s crazy. i had a dream about him after really believing i would never be friends with him again and basically my mom was in the dream and allow him in so i will do the same. i do believe that is what God wants me to do after my chapter comes to pass. he’s such a huge part of my story and like my lil brother. i love him so much. i’ll forgive him because i have to beg God for forgiveness & this shit was really all my fault. so i’m excited to surprise him with a FaceTime and make things right. i pray we can be friends again. i truly do.
with the loss, i have gained so much it’s inexplicable. God has replaced me in sevenfold BIBLE! i love you God. i have my best friend ashton who i talk to everyday and he has supported me SO MUCH! my life has changed with him and i’m so happy God put him in my life. he’s a genius and i just love him so much. he makes my life so rich and i’m so joyous to hear about his day because he communicates so well and he’s so nice and genuine. i am going to do anything and everything for him. i want to give him so so sooooo much. he deserves the world more than me. and then LANCE ah my best friend. i love lance to pieces he’s so fucking kind and sweet. a real nigga. we hang out every week now and i’m just so happy to be able to hang out with people seriously!! we went to twelve oaks last week and lucas came too thank God!! that’s my fucking best friend too!! they’re angels LITERALLY. i just want us all to be so huge and so successful. thank you God for showing me my real brothers. my real best friends. real positive pure hearted individuals. so grateful. it’s miracle.
alright, i can end off there. i’ll update you guys on my day today. seeing rory and lance! super excited. i love you all. thank you for reading. God is good.
-lil joe
lol why is my love gonna see this one day. and like my whole blog. all my friends. family. oh my. all love.
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