9/11/20
hello! today was my grandfathers birthday. i am extremely grateful for him inheriting this house to my mom. i told my grandfather that i’m in love and i receive positivity. i do honestly believe he would be extremely proud of me and happy. i gotta beauty and i’m treated so well and SO happy. i miss him. he died maybe 3 or 4 years ago now.
i worked out! it’s been awhile so i’m extremely grateful and very proud of you joe! i love you! one of my all-time favorite songs heartbreaker came on 🙂 tomorrow is really the day. i really have my answers this weekend. my whole birthday and quite literally existence is on the line. i know things are SO EXTREME right now. i do not have to worry about anything though. i have surrendered everything to God. i have absolutely no strength to fight this fight. i can’t. and i don’t have to! HA! thank you God for giving me so much clarity and revelation since i’ve been home. i have done the most growth i ever have in my life during these 7 weeks. i have been on a spiritual TRANSFORMATION for 7 weeks now gosh lee. coming to pass on my birthday. it will all be over soon. the storm is passing. just one more week joe. i really hope to reveal my heart tomorrow.
had a perfect day! my uncle came and we hung out which was perfect and then i took a shower and got dressed up for tomorrow,. super excited. it is actually tomorrow. i’ll know if it’s today in about 4 hours. i hope so! maybe tomorrow. lol. but yea i’m being super consistent on my career and i am really proud of myself. going to comeback on tik tok with two dances today! supa excited. in my career. i had some good ass pizza today from shields damn. i might want that for my birthday yum! rest4ed up. read. chilled. read my bible. got my word. prayed. yuh.
– lil joe
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