NEW NEW NEW

8/20/20

hey you guys! it has been a long time my goodness! my apologies. i had an incredible transformation era. i was a camp counselor for three weeks!! i got a brand new 16″ MacBook pro!! so much!

most importantly camp was so super amazing. i went to SpringHill and it was the most perfect best 3 weeks of my life. it is so crazy that i am out of that life omg. i have the three best most loving group of boys and they didn’t give me any problems at all. angels. we did so many fun activities. we went zip-lining, blobbing, i did the giant swing which was the funniest thing ever, canoeing, rock climbing, slip n slides, ate good lowkey no we ate good fr. that hot chocolate omg. i made such amazing friends!! TAYLA MATTHEW AND TREVOR AND JOEL!!!! UNREAL! SAWYER MOLLY I LOVE YOU! so much super fun. omg camp was unreal. i love it. i grew so much. i’m about to read the bible this year now, i can’t wait.

gosh lee, so incredible. so i went to my aunt’s house for a weekend and omg her house is so spectacular so nice. i love it. we ate good, i had so much chinese lo mein and rice. but anyways, i wanted to start a gofundme to get a new computer and before i made it, i bought my MacBook pro 16″!!! i love my new computer so much aaahhhh i can’t believe i have such a powerhouse. i can put my specs somewhere later. but yea so right after i bought it, i made my gofundme and i raised $950!!! THANK YOU GOD!!! AAAHHHH SO AMAZING, truly thanks to my mom ENTIRELY! THANK YOU MOM I LOVE YOU! my mom is so kind.

so as i got home, i got to open a ton of packages which was so much fun! i got some rose galore from moonxcosmestics which is working really well and shark sauce which really really transformed my skin. i had to clean my house since i’ve been home honestly, resting. getting back on track and to the next level!

oh before camp i went to the zoo which was really fun. best day ever. my favorite animals were the giraffes, lemurs and rivers otter. i loved it. then i went to christian’s house and got on the boat with sami and ava and matthew!!! so much fun! i had a blast. brought my life jacket and even took a dip hehe! so yea really good memories before camp and after! i’ve been hanging out with ava and sami a lot which has been joyful. we went to papparoti which my goshhhhh was so good damnnn!!! i got the nutella bun and just yum yum and then got the best grilled cheese!! the day before we went to california pizza kitchen and i got the kids alfredo, thai pizza and key lime pie. all which were amazing. and then even before that i got a dairy queen blizzard with just sprinkles yummm. and then ate my cracker barrel catfish which dumplings and mac cheese so good. i been eating really really good since camp. as i deserve, thank you God.

life has been really amazing and i got blessed so much in july to now it’s indescribable. chicago, up north and literally met my two best friends, new camera, best time at the zoo, life-changing time being a counselor, new computer!! AirPods replaced. GOFUNDME SUCCESS. ate so super good. worked hard on my blog! and tried my best.

i am worthy to soar to the next level and that may mean leaving behind the turkey’s and that is expected! i am so happy to be in a place of solitude where i can focus on God and myself. really excited for the future. really excited to talk to you guys everyday. i am so happy to meet you all be able to connect on such an intimate level. my heart fills with so much joy. i am doing my best!

best advice:

don’t let anyone have the power to BOTHER you in any way. no more mere mortal should have any power over you and make you feel AS IF YOU SHOULD CRY!? oh no absolutely not. no one has anyone power to even bother me or get me out of character.

you are forgiven! repent and you are forgiven. you are given, grace in love. i dwelled on a problem from june that i have BEEN redeemed for. blessed more than i have ever been from that trial. i am forgiven. i am worthy. peace is within us all 🙂

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