full steam ahead

oh my gosh. i learned it’s best to just not think about where i am right now. because I am transforming and changing so much every single day! just do my best everyday, go little by little and more and more each day. I am just grateful to have made it this far! like i never imagined, i would be an adult and accepting that is on the front of my mind these days. time flies! especially when you are grateful and enjoying that moment and not trying to change it and escape and despising NOW!
i leave the mountains and desert season in almost 7 days at this point. like 9 days but i am shocked. i have been back home in the desert with my california best friends for almost 3 months now. then, i have to enjoy my final home season. going home to work hard, so i never have to go home again! i see 2027 as a major milestone year and I am leaving 2028! all i can do is train now and be grateful and give my wisdom to the harvest. inspiring the people is the destination on October 30, 2026. it is what it is. i have truly come so far.
these days, I am full steam ahead on my business. minding my own business. doing better than i did yesterday. my first game comes out this week. wrapping up my last project, to start the new! one thing after another and I am just happy to have something to do. That is where a lot fall short, they don’t know what to do so they do nothing! yea no, that’s not me anymore. I have plenty to do everyday and don’t a job to tell me what i should and need to be doing. I am a laborer and working on my Father’s business. just like earlier this year. YOUR LIFE CAN COMPLETELY TRANSFORM IN 6 MONTHS!
lil joe’s life.